Sadness…u don't love me huh? You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe she was good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy people you love.
I know this feeling. It's an all consuming feeling of emptiness and loneliness. Even when you have people that care about you. You still feel alone and empty. And you want to just cry out for help but the emptiness consumes you. So true.