Previous pinner--This is how it works. You think you can handle it. But then, the burden gets too heavy to bear. So you just collapse under the pressure. And people wonder what happened to you "all of a sudden".
This pin represents the Moon Lady. The Moon Lady plays a big par in Ying-ying St. Ying-ying believes that the moon lady can save her when she gets lost but is dissapointed to find the moon lady was a man in makeup.