When we are young we read and believe the most fantastic things. If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put the foundations under them. Keep your head in the clouds and feet on the ground; you'll get caught up in-between, where your reality meets your dreams. Adulthood doesn't mean growing up, It means doing all the awesome stuff you said you would when you where a kid. I'm not crazy, my reality is just different than yours!