This is exactly the way i used to feel! I figured i wad loved as mush as i loved and unfortunately that wasn't true! I think that live is the best thing and feeling in the world but if we lose ourselves fir anther person bc you love them so much you want them to be happy, eventually you'll drown in depression and regret! If you let someone disrespect you, they'll forever continue to do so! Keep yourself happy always!!!!