via: Kasey Van Norman. I felt like this before I knew Jesus. I gave Jesus all of my life! I repented with Godly sorrow and asked Him to forgive me of my sin and asked Him to be Lord of my life. Life is not easy, but I know He is always with me! The following scripture spoke to me! Psalm 139:15 My substance was not hid from thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. -This proves you are not a mistake! He knew about you before you were born!