A common diagnosis clarification requested is to determine autism spectrum disorder (ASD) / Asperger's disorder versus attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD). Both disorders impact the frontal lobe, responsible for executive functioning.
Start doing what you love – what makes you happy. Live in each moment and feel like a human being. Ride the wave that is life, with contentment and joy. Move fluidly, steadily, calm and grateful. A veil is lifted, and a whole new perspective is born.
If you can't hear God speaking to you, then maybe you're to preoccupied with your ego or your 'heart' and its desires which take control of body, mind and thoughts, drowning out the voice of God/conscience/intuition/ or Holy Spirit.