"And what you'll never know is the war I fought, with myself, to not give up on you. But even if you did, I'm certain you wouldn't understand it, because that's what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies: war. And one has to lose.
Some things I can't bring myself to let go, but 3 years and I've been fighting for them all along.with sometimes only an imaginary fight. Now I realize I was never meant to have those dreams. Ive walked out of the darkness a person who doesn't dream.