I want this to happen to me. I don't want to be cremated, and I want to have a grave so people can look at it and wish they had spent more time with me rather than taking it for granted. I want people to feel guilty.
This is sad because this is how depression works . No one notices , cares , or even gives a shit until your laying dead cold in a fucking casket. Then "you were so beautiful" "smart" and "everyone loved you.