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I Dont Know why it hurts so much. Maybe I was falling for him. I shouldn't have. I feel like I got hit with a bullet. My heart is heavy and everything hurts. I hate it all and a part of me knew this was going to happen, to ever believe someone would actually care for me. A mistake. I should know better. I should get used to being alone.

I question myself all the time about him. But every time I do, I just can't let go. There is something in my mind that I can't get rid of. I don't want to let him go.

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Because losing someone isn't an occasion or an event. It doesn't just happen once. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time. Every time I'm kept in the dark. Every time I'm outcasted. Every time I have unanswered questions.