I feel bad for things you say I do " for " you you make me feel sooo small sometimes, and treat me like I'm just anyone and don't matter, unless it's convenient for you,, but even still I love you and sincerely only Tru to show my love care and concern, but even then you don't have not even a moment of time,, no I don't understand,,, I truly felt you cared for me,,, and could possibly deep in your heart through all the past crap life's thrown at you, you could feel my heart and want me, Christa.