i guess you could never see what i see. as of today, it would be our 2 years and 10 months together. ironically, there's no effort left in me to hold our pieces back together. i'm not saying this out of anger. i'm in my best term as can be. i can honestly say that i've found my peace. it's not that i hate you. i just don't have anything to say to you anymore. am completely plain numb. somewhere in between, we changed. and somewhat, we just stopped trying.