Firdaus Pramono

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I'm really poud of mysef i just came upwith lke the ot awesomly accurar descprition of feeling suicidal/depressed and it all came to me when talkng to someone about pier jumling xD

death depressed depression suicide lonely skinny thin tired eating disorder alone fat Scared self harm self hate ugly anorexia bulimia ednos worthless self injury Afraid

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the one thing I hate hearing the most "it gets better" if I got better I'd already be better I mean it's been 3 years

I've had this exact thought throughout my whole life. While everyone around me is taken care of, I think I was made to be on my own.

And Then I Think That Maybe I Was Designed To Be Alone. I've had this exact thought throughout my whole life. While everyone around me is taken care of, I think I was made to be on my own.

It's sad how much this relates to me. I try saying I don't depend on anybody, I can walk alone, when really they just choose not to be with me. Not the other way around

Honestly I want someone to notice anyone to care. I want someone to at least notice that I'm not myself that I am not only alone but I want someone to just fucken care!