Nope. For sure. I have faced many old demons because of the circumstances I find myself in right now. There is a level to which I will not allow people to treat me anymore. My new man is on the edge of that right now, and I am still concerned. The past does not equal the future. I intend to not have pain of poverty be repeated more than necessary. I deserve happiness, love, and healthiness in my life. I am aware that there are not guarantees, but there are missing pieces of things right now.