Let them be. Their words make you stronger. It's your choice to be a warrior or a worrier.
“I never came across a person who smiled as much as Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him). Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) regarded smiling to a brother as an act of charity.” (At-Tirmidhi, 3641)
We don't pray to exist, We exist to pray.. Mari, perbetulkan niat kita.