Faith is seeing light with your heart when all your eyes see is darkness. Even when the world seems filled with darkness and despair, the Lord's light can fill our souls with joy and hope. If we have faith in him, He will give us his comfort.
12 Apostles had to be true believers in Christ to think He was worth dying for. Tell me again how hard it is for you to live all God's laws . The apostles certainly illustrate how far we have fallen from true devotion.
"Church isn't a museum for good people, it's a hospital for the broken," Jeffrey R. Holland---we all need "fixing", we can all become "whole" through the atonement---isn't that why church is once a week