I’m not ashamed to say that I’m not a clean person. I am not neat. I’m organized in my own way that many people don’t understand, but I am not a naturally clean person who picks up after herself, knows when to throw things out, or impresses people with their spotlessness. I am well-known with my family and friends as someone who goes months without cleaning her room (literally months), leaving so many clothes on the floor that it is impossible to see what color the carpet is.