Love me again
mindfulmft | The process of letting go is so especially painful when a part of our heart is still with that person. We may not remain in love with them forever but maybe we will always have love for parts of them. Letting go of something that is no longer is a must. Otherwise we just keep ourselves stuck in the same place. It's not healthy to fantasize about a future with this person to dream up a different ending day in and day out. Of course none of us know the ending but we can't just live in
I'm tired of the excuses. Tired of the almosts and the maybes. If you're gonna like me, like me. If not? get out of my life and walk away. I don't have time for games or jokes or you being flirty and not plan on pursing me. If I'm not worth your time, you're surely not worth mine. Cause baby, I can live my life far better without you in it.
You were the only one, and the fact that I didn't show you that has challenged everything I believed about myself. Thank you for opening my eyes to the weakness in my fearful heart, and for igniting the fire that strengthened it. You have my word that the pain I caused you -- and myself -- is the reason I will never again allow insecurity to challenge my love or make me doubt my loyalty.
Simple. True. You asked everything of me, and I .aand again; you chipped away at me until there was nothing left but dust. A mere ghost of who I once was. I saw your name in passing today; my heart skipped a beat and memories came flooding back. I couldn't breathe; I couldn't see past a wall of fresh tears. One step forward, two steps back. On the other side of my love for you is only pain and regret. I miss you. I love you, still. 2.3.15