I am so tired of pretending I am fine. I don't want to live like this anymore.
No one knows I am struggling with depression. I wish they could take a hint. When those commercials come on my dad jokingly asks if I'm depressed. I laugh it off and say no. I'm lying. I just want to be happy again without anyone every finding out I'm not the "tough" (I guess) person they think I am. People say I'm a terrible actor but they don't know I'm doing it every second that anyone looks at me. Maybe if they aren't paying attention I could say something. They wouldn't listen it's just...