Rua. I'm 18 and have trust issues. I have lost my family and I live in a huge empty mansion/castle. I cut and I just want someone to love me for who I am not what I look like. I wish I had friends... I was gonna get married but my fiance tried to kill me in my sleep. I fought him and that was an embarrassing moment for me. He just wanted my money. The small town i live in is really rude to me. The people who r nice r often from another town.