I've never felt satisfied with or fulfilled by or inspired by my friends, I'm ready for that to change. I know that I deserve amazing friends, adventures, and good times. I don't need many friends, just a few good ones.
This used to be me with my best friend. But I lost her because sometimes that's why life gives you. If you ever read this, Mary, I just want you to know that I miss having a best friend and I miss you.