I definitely don't want to, I found my one love and she was a fake and a liar, not gonna let someone destroy my heart again, and just because I am human, have pain, illness and feelings doesn't make me less of a man, it makes me all man, definitely more than some skanky loser biker or trucker!
last night was awful. i had the worst panic attack, that lead to shit getting messy. i regret everything from last night, and the words i put in my mouth. nothing about it was healthy, and i don't see this battle being over for a really long time.