Sometimes, i feel alone. And sometimes even my friends make me feel alone. I am happy most of the time, but some days just no. I hate being made fun of, and feeling worthless. since grade i never felt this depressed. My best guy friend is the only one
I think this is why people cut themselves because you can deal with physical pain easily. But emotional pain that is what makes people want to die, or live just so they don't hurt others and make them deal with what you deal with.
This is exactly why I don't open up to people. What if they don't care about me as much as I thought they did? They to HAVE to show me exactly how much they care about me before I feel confident enough to open up to them.