I dont know what's worse, and you never know which it will be
I know how I feel, I know what I think. I wish people would stop trying to tell me how I should feel and what they think the thoughts should be in my head.
Every time I think I'm getting better, I just end up getting worse than I was the time before.
I woke up one day and realized that I was what I hated more than anything else on this planet. I was the problem and that the solution was to overcome me. I struggle every day but I'm closer than I was one day ago.
i like to be left alone but when people don't notice i'm absent it hurts and i know its my own fault for becoming invisible for isolating myself but just once i want someone to notice to truly notice and care
I just lay there. Thinking. Of all the failures. How I've become someone I don't even know anymore. Of how badly I just it all to stop.
i know i won't be sleeping tonight because there is a tidal wave of thoughts crashing down on me is it possible to drown in your mind?