This is how you lose her. You lose her for every second you make her feel less and less of the beauty that she is. When you make her feel cherished. When you make her feel that you are fleeting. She wants you to stay.
Stop try to change someone who doesn't what to change. Stop giving chances to someone who abuse your forgiveness . Stop walking back to the place where you heart run from . Stop trusting their words and ignoring their actions. Stop breaking you own heart.