It's not that it didn't hurt, bc trust me it did. It's that I'm strong enough to understand this now.
This is my life...some moments I want to yell at you, others I just want to thank you for what we had, in the end I stay silent cause the only outcome I truly desire is to go back to then, and that's the one thing I'll never get
i know a person that i couldve swore would never hurt me would never leave my side would never break me would never dare to make me cry but when i realized the joke was on me. i fell... but then i regained the trust i once lost and then it was burned to ashes gor the same reason and then i fell harder after i felt the bullet. ~gingy
This is exactly how I have felt and still feel to a certain extent!!!