Syukur alhamdulillah for everything. just when u thought life hits u so bad. thats when He bring lights to u. when u learnt to accept faith and let go. thats when you feel peace. becoz He indeed is listening and looking at you.
Allah will keep you, you should keep on being The reward of being patient is without measure. Allah (Subhana Wa Ta'ala) says in the : Certainly those who observe patience will be given their full reward without measure.
"There is no Muslim who calls upon his Lord with a dua in which there is no sin or severing of family ties, but Allah will give him one of three things: Either He will answer his prayer quickly, or He will store (the reward for) it in the Hereafter, or He will divert an equivalent evil away from him." [At Tirmidhi].
I try to remember this when I think about how the whole world conspired for me to find you, love you, only never to truly have you. May Allah replace in our hearts what we have found in each other with ease.