At the moment music is the only thing that's keeping all of my thoughts together. The only thing keeping my mind from screaming. When the music stops all of the thoughts come flooding back
I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which isyour reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. Romans 12:1-2
God desires to use you. God transforms your human weakness into His amazing grace and power when you decide to serve Him. 2 Cor "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.