So deeply felt is a burden, nothing else. To feel so deeply makes me frown. Deeply felt is a sin. Feeling deeply a tragic curse. To feel so deeply as to be scarred by everything left to be just a mark.
Your exit spoke volumes. No explanation, no face to face conversation, after nearly a decade together you were an absolute coward. you dont have the guts to end things the right way. greed is the root of all evil.