20 years he stole from me. And the fruits of that he wanted for himself alone. No matter. The worst is watching him discard his children. It was hard enough for me, but to watch him discard them? It f -ing shreds me.
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again?