When Anorexic people eat, they see it as failure. When they fail at what they are trying to accomplish, some begin to hate themselves even more. This can be even more damaging because not only are they hating what they look like, but hating how they are acting too.
I am not stop telling me how beautiful I am and how cute my dimples are stop saying that I am such a funny girl beautiful girls don't stand alone at parties or spend Friday nights alone in their kitchen funny girls don't lock themselves away to cry
I had a breakdown in class because kids were playing hangman.I literally dropped to the floor crying, screaming and feeling like everything was spinning. It was so embarrassing, but I couldn't help it.
Truth is I hate my body. I want to lose weight. I want to do everything possible to be thin. I want my stretch marks to fade Theyre a constant reminder of the fact that Im too fat for my skin to handle. Im disgusted with myself.